Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe pain around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a